Something u guys would want to know more about me ==''

I day dream more when I am awake. =D I can do things on my own and make fast decisions. Always determined. I am hard-working in all ways. Seriously, I DON LIKE TO WAIT FOR PEOPLE WHO ARE ALWAYS LATE. Better take note of this. I can be a cold-hearted devil. Hahas ^^ So u guys better play safe.

When I was very young, my daddy and mummy didn took care of me. I was push to every family. I didn even learn a singer thing when I was young. I get caned by my dad everyday even though I was 4 to 13 years old. Everyone in my family hates me and I got no friends to share my pain with. Always get bully and yet I dont mind helping them when they needed help. In school, I put on a fake smile and Im so tried of it. Though there were friends who came to me and asked me what happen, =.= whats the point, they cant even gain my trust, backslap and yet bully me. My dad knows nth about me. I rather live alone. I want experience lots of new things, learn from them and expand my horizons. Not for anyone else. I want to do my absolute best for myself to realize my true self. That's why I want to be No.1 in everything, always trying my best and not letting myself down because of my past. Further my career is the only thing in my mind =D Seriously I am such an idiot most of the time. XP

I change because of someone very important to me. Really miss her badly.